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Today was Annabelle’s 6 month appointment, and she’s all healthy! Moreover, in the last 10 days she’s gained more than an ounce a day.

She went from 17 pounds and 7 ounces a week ago Friday, to 18 pounds and 4 ounces today.

She’s in the 90th percentile for height, weight, and head size.

But she’s fussing now, so I’ve got to cut this blog update short.

I haven’t been blogging much lately… things have been hectic.  I had an ear infection and was keeping mom & dad up all night everynight (screaming 3-5 times every night!).  But I’m feeling a lot better since they got me some penecilin.

I’ve been developing pretty quickly.

• I can sit up straight now, without any trouble.
• I can pass things back and forth from hand to hand easily, and I’m interested in pretty much everything I can see.
• I have a new bumbo seat, that mom got me on Craigslist.
• I have a few teeth trying to poke through.  You can feel at least one of them really well.
• I like to say “DA-DA-DA-DA” and “-Ah-Da!” and “Blah-Blah-Blah-Blah” over and over.  Sometimes I whisper them to myself, and sometimes I yell them really loudly.
• And the doctor said I weigh 17 pounds and 7 ounces!  I’m huge!
• I’ve been eating Peas, Green Beans, Mangos, Oatmeal, Rice Cereal, Sweat Potatoes, Bananas, Apple Sauce.  I’m really starting to like these “solid” foods.  (I say “solid” because they sure don’t seem as solid as the chicken wraps and stuff I see mom & dad making.  I try to get those from them, or at least knock them on the floor for Lilly, but they usually stop me.)

That’s it from me,

L8TR

-annabelle

Annabelle stopped sleeping through the night. For a mommy and daddy who really love their sleep this has been a rough trip. At Annabelle’s 4 month well baby check our pediatrician told us it would be fine to start solid foods since she is a formula fed baby. If your baby is exclusively breastfed they recommend waiting until six months. It is yet another reason why formula is sub-par to breastmilk.

So John and I mixed the runny rice cereal, we got out our video camera, we strapped her into her chair, we tied on the biggest bib we could find and shoveled the cereal into our baby’s mouth. She didn’t not like it, but her tongue, doing as four month old tongues do, pushed most of it back out again.  As reccomended by our pediatrician, we continued the treacherous, and messy battle for a week.  Annabelle got better, but most of the cereal ended up on us, on her, and on her bib.

So at the week mark we decided to try carrots. I bought a two pack of Gerber Stage one Carrots and shoveled them in. The reception was much more enthusiastic, but if I thought the cereal was everywhere, the carrots were a whole new ball game. I scrubbed carrots off of my child in places I didn’t know carrots could go…

She was doing better, but still not great. I decided to perservere and chopped, boiled and pureed my own carrots this time. I dug out the seemingly useless tiny tupperwares and meticulously measured out carrot alotments. After the six day mark I moved on to bananas.

It was when my daughter wore more bananas than ingested (sweet, yummy, amazing bananas everywhere but in her tummy) that we slowed way down for another week.

And one day when our hungry daughter turned her head at her bottle, I pulled out some carrots, mixed up some cereal and she ate, enthusiastically, voraciously, and at least 3/4 of the prepared food ended up inside of her. Granted, I’m still swabbing carrot crusties out of her nose, and this is a couple of baths later… and yesterday she ate a freshly mashed banana and loved it.

I feel much less like I’m forcing her to ingest food she isn’t ready for and much more like I’m experiencing solid foods at my daughter’s pace.

As a side note, I’m learning how to make homemade babyfood (I’ve mentioned this before).

I invite you to check out wholesomebabyfood.com if you are interested, you can look up recipes by age, or food type. It also has lots of information on storage, one of the best introduction schedules that I’ve seen and a good FAQ.

Today I’m going to make some mashed sweet potatos for Annabelle and some baked sweet potato fries for John and myself.

Although sometimes it feels like we’re pretty far away from you all, it’s helpful for me to remember that Annabelle does indeed have quite a large family.

By my most recent count Annabelle has a mother, father, dog, and cat in her most immediate (and Durham based) family.

Added to that are 6 uncles and 1 aunt (Jordan, Chris, Neil, Dakota, Joe, Johanna, and Matthew) plus

…and that’s just the family members she has already met or is very soon to meet!

Annabelle’s family stretches across the country, from sea to sea, including North Carolina, New Jersey, Tennessee, Illinois, Nebraska, Texas, and California!

And, I’m excited to say, it will be increasing by one more member, as her uncle (my brother Joe Owens) will be marrying his fiance Yomayra in Puerto Rico less than 2 weeks from today!

I grew up in a wonderful, but small family. I’m excited that my daughter will get to grow up with such a wonderful and large one.

To all you family members of mine and hers who read this blog, I want you to know that you’re appreciated.

Bonus News: Check back soon as there are some really great photo shoots we’re going to be uploading as soon as our sketchy internet connection allows!

I’m fairly certain every parent goes through the “sleep thing”. The first thing you concede to give up as a new parent is your sleep, whenever you want, however long you want, where you want… And for most new parents the first few months are really difficult- a new baby wakes up sporadically and requires your care and attention, and maybe even moves into your bed.

I am also certain that every parent hears 1001 pieces of advice and at some point, depending on the amount of sleep the night before, is willing to try any one of them to wake up rested the next morning.

Lets face it, as soon as you bring your baby home you have no need of an alarm clock in the morning, and no need to read yourself to sleep at night. It seems sometimes, you will wake up exhausted and go to bed exhausted for the rest of your life.

I realized early on that I was not cut out to be a “CIO” (Cry it Out) mom. I knew I wouldn’t subscribe to “sleep training” or worry about “spoiling” my daughter by responding to her cries. “Self soothing” and “control” don’t seem like logical things for a baby’s mental capacity.

There is tons of research in both directions, and when brought up amongst a large group of mothers and fathers, it is sure to start heated debates in all directions (and I’ve seen them get really nasty). Perhaps my view makes me a “bleeding heart” and I may or may not believe that leaving your baby to scream itself to sleep is borderline abusive. However, I know there are lots of factors that play into a mother and father’s decision on how to implement their bedtime routine. Perhaps my point of view would be different if my daughter did not transition easily from our bed to her crib, and if she did not go to sleep relatively fast most nights, and if she was did not fairly easily start sleeping through the night.

So, for anybody who is interested, and for my own personal records, I am going to compile Dr. Sears thoughts on the issue of “Cry it Out” and a few other things referenced in the section in his book and on his website.

LETTING BABY “CRY-IT-OUT” YES, NO!

If only my baby could talk instead of cry I would know what she wants,” said Janet, a new mother of a fussy baby. “Your baby can talk,” we advised. “The key is for you to learn how to listen. When you learn the special language of your baby’s cry, you will be able to respond sensitively. Here are some listening tips that will help you discover what your baby is trying to say when he cries.

The cry is not just a sound; it’s a signal – designed for the survival of the baby and development of the parents. By not responding to the cry, babies and parents lose. Here’s why. In the early months of life, babies cannot verbalize their needs. To fill in the gap until the child is able to “speak our language,” babies have a unique language called “crying.” Baby senses a need, such as hunger for food or the need to be comforted when upset, and this need triggers a sound we call a cry. Baby does not ponder in his little mind, “It’s 3:00 a.m. and I think I’ll wake up mommy for a little snack.” No! That faulty reasoning is placing an adult interpretation on a tiny infant. Also, babies do not have the mental acuity to figure out why a parent would respond to their cries at three in the afternoon, but not at three in the morning. The newborn who cries is saying: “I need something; something is not right here. Please make it right.”

At the top of the list of unhelpful advice – one that every new parent is bound to hear – is “Let your baby cry-it-out.” To see how unwise and unhelpful is this advice, let’s analyze each word in this mother-baby connection- interfering phrase.

“Let your baby.” Some third-party advisor who has no biological connection to your baby, no knowledge or investment in your baby, and isn’t even there at 3:00 a.m. when your baby cries, has the nerve to pontificate to you how to respond to your baby’s cries.

The cry is a marvelous design. Consider what might happen if the infant didn’t cry. He’s hungry, but doesn’t awaken (“He sleeps through the night,” brags the parent of a sleep-trained baby). He hurts, but doesn’t let anyone know. The result of this lack of communication is known, ultimately, as “failure to thrive.” “Thriving” means not only getting bigger, but growing to your full potential emotionally, physically, and intellectually.

“Cry…” Not only is the cry a wonderful design for babies; it is a useful divine design for parents, especially the mother. When a mother hears her baby cry, the blood flow to her breasts increases, accompanied by the biological urge to “pick up and nurse” her baby. (“Nurse” means comforting, not just breastfeeding.) As an added biological perk, the maternal hormones released when baby nurses relax the mother, so she gives a less tense and more nurturing response to her infant’s needs. These biological changes – part of the design of the mother-baby communication network – explain why it’s easy for someone else to advise you to let your baby cry, but difficult for you to do. That counterproductive advice is not biologically correct.

“It…” Consider what exactly is the “it” in “cry-it-out”: an annoying habit? Unlikely, since babies don’t enjoy crying. And, contrary to popular thought, crying is not “good for baby’s lungs.” That belief is not physiologically correct. The “it” is an emotional or physical need. Something is not right and the only way baby has of telling us this is to cry, pleading with us to make it right. Early on, consider baby’s cry as signaling a need – communication rather than manipulation.

Parent tip: Babies cry to communicate – not manipulate

“Out” What actually goes “out” of a baby, parents, and the relationship when a baby is left to cry-it-out? Since the cry is a baby’s language, a communication tool, a baby has two choices if no one listens. Either he can cry louder, harder, and produce a more disturbing signal or he can clam up and become a “good baby” (meaning “quiet”). If no one listens, he will become a very discouraged baby. He’ll learn the one thing you don’t want him to: that he can’t communicate.

Baby loses trust in the signal value of his cry – and perhaps baby also loses trust in the responsiveness of his caregivers. Not only does something vital go “out” of baby, an important ingredient in the parent- child relationship goes “out” of parents: sensitivity. When you respond intuitively to your infant’s needs, as you practice this cue- response listening skill hundreds of times in the early months, baby learns to cue better (the cries take on a less disturbing and more communicative quality as baby learns to “talk better”). On the flip side of the mother-infant communication, you learn to read your infant’s cries and respond appropriately (meaning when to say “yes” and when to say “no,” and how fast). In time you learn the ultimate in crying sensitivity: to read baby’s body language and respond to her pre-cry signals so baby doesn’t always have to cry to communicate her needs.

What happens if you “harden your heart,” view the cry as a control rather than a communication tool and turn a deaf ear to baby’s cries? When you go against your basic biology, you desensitize yourself to your baby’s signals and your instinctive responses. Eventually, the cry doesn’t bother you. You lose trust in your baby’s signals, and you lose trust in your ability to understand baby’s primitive language. A distance develops between you and your baby and you run the risk of becoming what pediatricians refer to as a doctor-tell-me-what-to-do. You listen to a book instead of your baby. So, not listening and responding sensitively to baby’s cries is a lose-lose situation: Baby loses trust in caregivers and caregivers lose trust in their own sensitivity.

Mother loses trust in herself. To illustrate how a mother can weaken her God- given sensitivity when she lets herself be less discerning about parenting advice; a sensitive veteran mother recently shared this story with us:

“I went to visit my friend who just had a baby. While we were talking, her three-week-old started crying in another room. The baby kept crying, harder and louder. I was getting increasingly driven to go comfort the baby. Her baby’s cries didn’t bother her, but they bothered me. My breasts almost started to leak milk! Yet, my friend seemed oblivious to her baby’s signals. Finally, I couldn’t stand it anymore and I said, ‘It’s okay, go attend to your baby. We can talk later.’ Matter-of-factly she replied, ‘No, it’s not time yet for his feeding.’ Incredulous, I asked, ‘Mary, where on earth did you get that harmful advice?’ ‘From a baby-training class at church,’ she proudly insisted. ‘I want my baby to learn I’m in control, not him.’”

This novice mother, wanting to do the best for her baby and believing she was being a good mother, had allowed herself to succumb to uncredentialed prophets of bad parenting advice and was losing her God-given sensitivity to her baby. She was starting her parenting career with a distance developing between her and her baby. The pair was becoming disconnected.

This is Annabelle’s favorite youtube video… BananaPhone

Here is what a professional artist’s conception of a BananaPhone would really look like:

Annabelle's Bananaphone

Annabelle loves to watch the video over and over, and loves for us to sing her the song while we’re changing her or when she’s crying.

In honor of all that, we’ve started calling her our little Bananabelle!

Here is what a professional artist’s conception of a Bananabelle would really look like:

Our little Bananabelle.

I laugh now, not just occasionally, but all of the time. I guess I’ve decided the world is a really funny place. I really laugh when my mom pretends to eat my belly, and when Lily does her tricks. I also laugh at my dad when he wakes up and has his “grumpy” face on. I know that when I laugh it makes him smile, even if he is kind of cranky. It works on my mom too. When I wake her up in the morning and she stumbles into my room with her crazy hair and crabby face on I smile really big, and give her a laugh and she picks me up, gives me a big kiss and we go into the kitchen to make her some coffee. Then she really cheers up.

I overheard my parents saying if I get much cuter, or my laugh gets much better they’ll never be able to put me in a “time-out” when I get big. I’m going to just keep practicing and I’ll be irresistable befote they know it.

In other news I nearly have a mullet so a haircut may be in order- the parents are still in discussion.

-Bananabelle

These are the elephant friends I was telling you about!

Today was a rough day on the Annabelle front- she started spitting the formula back up. I think I’m going to relent and call the doctor tomorrow. I feel badly because it really takes it out of her, and it’s hard to watch a constantly hungry baby.

Her new favorite obsessions include trying to suck on our fingers and Lily. She will look at our dog, just sitting there, and laugh her heart out. Lily is unsure of it all, but Annabelle is clearly in love with her puppy. I fear she’ll skip “momma” and “daddy” as her first words and go straight to “Lily”, or “Puppy” or “Doggy”… I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.

I’m come to the realization that I’m quite obsessed with my child. It’s really hard not to spend vast amounts of time pondering her cuteness, intelligence, or personality. I can’t help but feeling like my baby is indeed the best baby in the world. It takes constant self-reminders that most parents feel that way about their babies, and that I shouldn’t think that way too much.

I can also spend great deals of time dressing her. I enjoy mixing and matching her clothing for what I feel is the best possible wardrobe. My justification for this is that soon she will be dressing herself, less than fashionably, and as not to squash her creative self expression, let her.

The baby is getting big- real big. No longer is she the frail newborn asleep in my arms, baby burrito style, she wiggles, coos, yells, cries, and in general is not afraid nor unwilling to express herself. She’s a little person.

It is wonderful.